Walk away

Cause, basically, you suck. haha. 

overly attached 

close to a Heart attack 

Indescript and scared

i was totally not prepared 

Lost in your eyes 

But when you talked i found light 

Im trying to keep my cool 

Cause I'm so done with you 

the funny thing about this- 

I don't miss 

it at all

the funny thing about you 

we were fine, then you blew 

you totally blew it 

Oh I'm trying trying 

I was lying lying 

to myself 

Oh I'm done with the drama 

And you have my love 

anymore 

Oh I know what you think 

and now i've seen 

the real you

Im done with the mess 

and you can kiss 

my- 

I don't know what I'm supposed to say

Im trying so hard to walk away 

second chance no way 

you never know what to say 

You barely even try 

I kind of hope you cry

Oh honey take the back seat 

and you keep away from me

your just so full of shhhhhhhhhut up !

ego so big, your head'll blow up 

Oh I'm trying trying 

I was lying lying 

to myself 

Oh I'm done with the drama 

And you have my love 

anymore 

Oh I know what you think 

and now i've seen 

the real you

Im done with the mess 

and you can kiss 

my- 

I don't know what I'm supposed to say

Im trying so hard to walk away 

White white little lies 

The "L word" comes to mind 

Imma say, 

say-say goodbye

haha goodbye 

Oh I'm trying trying 

I was lying lying 

to myself 

Oh I'm done with your drama 

And you never had my love 

no! 

Oh I know what you think 

and now i've seen 

the real you

Im done with the mess 

and you can kiss 

my- 

I don't know what I'm supposed to say

Im trying so hard to walk away 

Sticks and Stones

Wow okay it has been like foreverrr since i wrote a song I actually liked. I love this song for some reason. Hope you guys do too.. imma put the video on sometime soon cause its way better w a tune. Well, eh-go

sticks and stones 

they've got their hold on me 

im all alone

cause you wouldn't let me be 

Violent ammunition 

directed at my core 

Powerful collisions

that you made me endure 

You took me 

into the battle

and you shook me 

till all my bones were rattled 

and you broke me 

to make yourself feel better 

do you remember 

do-do you remember? 

I wanna go back, 

i wanna go back

to when everything was all okay

when that white flag

that little white flag

didn't fly on my barricades 

I wanna go home 

I wanna go home 

to when everything was all alright 

When bad was bad

and good was good 

And dark was only dark at night 

sticks and stones 

break my bones 

sticks and stones 

sticks and stones

Loud explosions 

when your mouth opens up 

shoot me down

cause you do what you want 

behind enemy lines 

trying to speak to you 

But you fiiiire 

every time i do 

You took me 

into the battle

and you shook me 

till all my bones were rattled 

and you broke me 

to make yourself feel better 

do you remember 

do-do you remember? 

I wanna go back, 

i wanna go back

to when everything was all okay

when that white flag

that little white flag

didn't fly on my barricades 

I wanna go home 

I wanna go home 

to when everything was all alright 

When bad was bad

and good was good 

And dark was only dark at night 

sticks and stones 

break my bones 

sticks and stones 

sticks and stones

you try to tear me down

burn every bridge 

you take 

till i have nothing left to give 

You're killing me 

And I just wanna surrender 

This war will go on forever 

and ever 

but I wanna go back 

I wanna go back, 

i wanna go back

to when everything was all okay

when that white flag

that little white flag

didn't fly on my barricades 

I wanna go home 

I wanna go home 

to when everything was all alright 

When bad was bad

and good was good 

And dark was only dark at night 

sticks and stones 

break my bones 

sticks and stones 

sticks and stones

sticks and stones 

they've got their hold on me 

im all alone

cause you wouldn't let me be 

Big Decision

ok so this is a song a wrote a while ago and i just found it and this song goes out to all you people who had a friend who let u down but ur not gonna let it break ur... whats the worrddddd... relationship! ur not gonna let it break ur relationship


so i guess we are friends
besties to be exact
but ur not keeping ur side
of the invisible contract
u dont tell me everything
sometimes u start to
but u dont finish what u started
and i dont know what to do

should we still be friends
tho u put me down
i miss u sooo much
its hurting me now
but i think u need to rethink
how u act towards me
and be more
encouraging
even about things u hate
cuz i do that for u
i still wanna be ur bestie
cuz i love u

i dont wanna hurt u
wanna be different from the rest
ur old "besties" werent there
tho they promised "til the end"
so imma put my feelings aside
and help u dear
because u deserve to have
a friend who stays near
and a friend who puts u
ahead of herself
and her jealousies
up on the shelf

should we still be friends
tho u put me down
i miss u sooo much
its hurting me now
but i think u need to rethink
how u act towards me
and be more
encouraging
even about things u hate
cuz i do that for u
i still wanna be ur bestie
cuz i love u

i will be there for u
til the end
im not like the rest
i AM ur best friend
i love u darling
and dont u ever forget
everyday and night
ill be ur bestie
forever plus 10

should we still be friends
tho u put me down
i miss u sooo much
its hurting me now
but i think u need to rethink
how u act towards me
and be more
encouraging
even about things u hate
cuz i do that for u
i still wanna be ur bestie
cuz i love u

Grow Up

Haha heres a songgg. Hope you guys like it. I've been stuck on this song for like months, finallyyyy finished it. Eh-go 

Grow Up 

You made me feel insignificant

Never seen someone so inconsiderate

You made me feel like a fool

thinking bout thinking bout thinking bout you

You made me feel oh so idiotic

Never seen a someone think they're so hypnotic

You must think that this is a joke

Making me making me  making me choke

well i hope you choke 

The way i have 

And i hope you know 

that if you think this is bad

You haven't taken anything yet 

You're sitting there like an empty threat 

cause I have seen some of the things you do 

Thought i had it bad, but i feel sorry for you 

Oh-whoa Im gonna have to be 

Oh whoa, the bigger person, i see

Oh whoa, I'm gonna have to act 

Oh whoa, so matter of fact 

Cause you won't grow up 

Up up up up up up 

Not gonna grow up 

You made me feel so unsure 

never seen someone so immature 

you made me feel gullible 

You must be, you must be on a roll 

You made me feel quite ignorant 

Lemme tell you, ignorance is not bliss 

You must be so proud of your past

making me making me making me crash 

well i hope you crash

The way i have 

and don't ask 

cause if you think this is bad

You haven't taken anything yet 

You're sitting there like an empty threat 

cause I have seen some of the things you do 

Thought i had it bad, but i feel sorry for you 

Oh-whoa Im gonna have to be 

Oh whoa, the bigger person, i see

Oh whoa, I'm gonna have to act 

Oh whoa, so matter of fact 

Cause you won't grow up 

Up up 

Not gonna grow up 

up up 

no you won't grow up 

I guess i was cray 

thinking you might act your age 

I guess i was stupid

thinking you wouldn't do this 

I guess i made the mistake 

you can't act your age 

well two can play this game 

You haven't seen anything yet 

I can be just as inconsiderate 

cause I have seen some of the things you do 

Thought i had it bad, but i feel sorry for you 

Oh-whoa Im not gonna be 

Oh whoa, the bigger person you'll see

Oh whoa, I'm not gonna act 

Oh whoa, so matter of fact 

if you won't grow up 

Up up

then i won't grow up

up up 

Not gonna grow up 

up up 

no you won't grow up 

up up up 

but that won't take us anywhere…

I'm trying not to care 

I give up 

up up 

Im just giving up 

up up 

i give up 

up up 

Im just giving up 

According To You

this song is for all you homeschoolers out there who have friends and family who put you down for sticking up for the right thing, what you believe, or for no apparent reason... hope u like it!!! oh and btw its muuuuuch better with the tune

Apparently I'm a sheltered homeschooler

I don't get to do anything

My mom's overprotective

And I can't even sing

Im a stupid little freak

Daddys wittwe girw

If you gave me a day alone

i would die in this big world

but i dont give a thought

to anything you say

ive got friends who love me

and they will always stay

so shut up

leave

just go away

your being

mean

i dont care what you say

im not gonna let it hurt me

wont let you make me drown

cuz unlike you i dont judge

and i dont let people down

dont build trust

then let it fall

if your gonna leave

dont stay at all

so shut up

leave

your being

mean

im "too young to make choices"

but my "parents shouldnt choose for me"

everyones sending mixed signals

friends and family

"go to church"

"dress appropriately"

while i agree with this

why cant you see?!

so shut up

leave

just go away

your being

mean

i dont care what you say

im not gonna let it hurt me

wont let you make me drown

cuz unlike you i dont judge

and i dont let people down

dont build trust

then let it fall

if your gonna leave

dont stay at all

so shut up

leave

your being

mean

maybe youve been hurt

juts need to be loved

or have a sick need

to strip others of love

the cycles gonna stop

cuz im where it ends

this is for the best

im done pressing send

find a new target

you cant get me anymore

youre done pushing me

into the floor

so shut up

leave

just go away

your being

mean

i dont care what you say

im not gonna let it hurt me

wont let you make me drown

cuz unlike you i dont judge

and i dont let people down

dont build trust

then let it fall

if your gonna leave

dont stay at all

so shut up

leave

your being

mean

so shut up

leave

just go away

your being

mean

i dont care what you say

im not gonna let it hurt me

wont let you make me drown

cuz unlike you i dont judge

and i dont let people down

dont build trust

then let it fall

if your gonna leave

dont stay at all

so shut up

leave

your being

mean

shut up

leave

No More Miss Nice Girl

So this song is really vague. It doesn't really apply to me. Well, i mean, the chorus is a bit extreme. Haha whatever. Hope you guys like it. 

This one 

Is dedicated 

Someone

You know your name ya

This one 

Is Complicated, well not really

This songs 

A memory 

A story

You wont believe 

This song

Is for the pain you caused me, darling 

Tell me how does it feel

On the other side of the fence

Tell me how do you feel?

Are you filled with regret?

 I cannot gaurantee 

That this is The last you'll ever see of me

But I can promise and I can swear

That this last that I will ever care

Oh ive made my move, baby 

Its your turn 

Just sit there 

Watch and learn

Your nightmares about

To get worse

Cause from now on

no more Miss nice girl

This song 

is pretty obnoxious 

Just like

the one I'm talking 

bout 

are you listening? 

This one 

fills me with laughter 

Because 

from here on after 

Im not

Im not even trying 

Tell me how does it feel

on the other end of the receiving line

tell me, can you feel

You messed w my heart now I'm messing with your mind!

 I cannot gaurantee 

That this is The last you'll ever see of me

But I can promise and I can swear

That this last that I will ever care

Oh ive made my move, baby 

Its your turn 

Just sit there 

Watch and learn

Your nightmares about

To get worse

Cause from now on

no more Miss nice girl

Oh if you thought i was crazy before 

you haven't seen anything

Cause i can be more 

Oh worse than your wildest dreams… 

oh and if you thought

I was annoying 

YOU haven't seen a thingggg

 I cannot gaurantee 

That this is The last you'll ever see of me

But I can promise and I can swear

That this last that I will ever care

Oh ive made my move, baby 

Its your turn 

Just sit there 

Watch and learn

Your nightmares about

To get worse

Cause from now on

no more Miss nice girl

Saying I love you

WHY do people freak out when i tell them I love them??? I mean, I tell all my friends this. ALL OF THEM. girl and boy. Single and Dating. Old and young. people matter to me and I love them. Its not this big deal?? is it? maybe its my problem. Idk. Enjoy the song. I like the chorus of this one. 

Hey you, with your over-reactions

Hey you, with your stupid infractions 

Hey you, hey you, hey boy boy boy 

Hey you, with your common dilemmas 

and you, say your my friend, yea? 

No way, no way, no way boy boy boy 

You read into my words 

wouldn't let me explain first 

you get what you deserve 

yea 

Saying i love you Shouldn't be this big a fight

I just mean i care And i think that should be alright 

Saying you matter To me is all that i mean 

Wasn't trying to freak you out Or make a big scene

Saying i love you Shouldn't be such a big deal

I just mean you're important..Thats really all i feel

Yea, and its your problem if you didn't take it right 

Cause saying I love you shouldn't be this big a fight

no 

Hey you, with your careless demeanor 

you better, better come clean or…. 

yea you, yea you, yea you, yea boy boy boy 

Hey you, with your painful admissions 

i just, I just can't take it!

No more, no more, no more please boy boy boy 

You read into my words 

wouldn't let me explain first 

you get what you deserve 

yea 

Saying i love you Shouldn't be this big a fight

I just mean i care And i think that should be alright 

Saying you matter To me is all that i mean 

Wasn't trying to freak you out Or make a big scene

Saying i love you Shouldn't be such a big deal

I just mean you're important..Thats really all i feel

Yea, and its your problem if you didn't take it right 

Cause saying I love you shouldn't be this big a fight

no 

I didn't mean anything by it 

Shoulda just, just kept quiet 

I really don't know what i was thinking

I didn't mean anything I promise 

you know what, just forget it

We're just friends 

uuuughhh 

you are soo annoying! 

Its NOT that big a deal!!! 

seriously 

Saying i love you Shouldn't be this big a fight

I just mean i care And i think that should be alright 

Saying you matter To me is all that i mean 

Wasn't trying to freak you out Or make a big scene

Saying i love you Shouldn't be such a big deal

I just mean you're important..Thats really all i feel

Yea, and its your problem if you didn't take it right 

Cause saying I love you shouldn't be this big a fight

no 

Unspoken

K so, some of this is relevant to how i feel, but most of it is just a dramatic version cause i needed lyrics. Well, yea. Enjoy the song. Shay and Eden and I are working on getting some videos on the blog. Subscribe :D 

keep crying, keep trying

keep trying to block it out

Keep wanting, and keep loving

even though you let me down

Keep wishing, Keep missing

Keep listening for the phone

Keep letting, keep regretting

though i'm better off alone

When it all boils down, 

I still want you to come around

And even though it hurts so bad

I still want you back 

Want. you. back. 

oh, I know, I know,

Unspoken words can hurt so bad

oh, I know, I know, I know

Unspoken love never lasts 

What we had was nothing

Shoulda been something 

What we had was implied 

Now its like we died

we died 

Well at least we tried 

unspoken 

so quiet, so lifeless

lying here alone 

So shut off, you shut up,

shut up and let me go 

So distant, I miss it

I miss knowing why

So sharp, broken heart 

Im not even gonna try 

When it all boils down, 

I still want you to come around

And even though it hurts so bad

I still want you back 

Want. you. back. 

oh, I know, I know,

Unspoken words can hurt so bad

oh, I know, I know, I know

Unspoken love never lasts 

What we had was nothing

Shoulda been something 

What we had was implied 

Now its like we died

we died 

Well at least we tried 

unspoken 

Im being overly dramatic here 

but its like you disappeared 

without even one one word 

Im being over-analytical 

Oh my gosh, get a grip girl !

Just say say one one word 

oh, I know, I know,

Unspoken words can hurt so bad(bad)

oh, I know, I know, I know

Unspoken love never lasts (it never lasts)

oh, I know, I know,

Unspoken words can hurt so bad(bad)

oh, I know, I know, I know

Unspoken love never lasts (it never lasts)

it never ever lasts 

Fallen Angel

I have no clue whatsoever what this song was about... but I found it on my voice memos from like a year ago and liked it, so i slightly tweaked it and wrote the lyrics down. Haha i love finding old songs ive written. <3 

Hope you guys like it

You were so kind to me-e 

but Heartless fire that you always fe-eed 

oh-whoa oh-whoa

You had a halo, halo round your head

but hiding round every other bend 

oh-whoa oh-whoa

and The higher you get 

the harder you fall

The more that you build 

the stronger your walls 

This will be the end of you 

they will break you 

oh, they will shake you

they will take you, my fallen angel 

but Ooh, I will show you

but ooh, I will know you 

I will hold you, my fallen angel 

Whoa-oh 

You are my fallen angel

Don’t underestimate 

listen to the things i say

oh-whoa oh-whoa

Saw your good, and i saw your bad 

thought nothing of what i had 

oh-whoa oh-whoa

But the more that you talk 

the dumber you sound 

And the higher you get

the harder you hit the ground 

This will be the end of you 

they will break you 

oh, they will shake you

they will take you, my fallen angel 

but Ooh, I will show you

but ooh, I will know you 

I will hold you, my fallen angel 

Whoa-oh 

You are my fallen angel

I knew your smile 

I knew it well

I knew you, baby

before you fell 

you belong somewhere 

with someone who cares 

more than you ever can 

This will be the end of you 

they will break you 

oh, they will shake you

they will take you, my fallen angel 

but Ooh, I will show you

but ooh, I will know you 

I will hold you, my fallen angel 

Whoa-oh 

You are my fallen angel