Monday, May 19, 2014

Three Three Words

Hey all!! Oh wow it has been a reeeaaallyyyy long time since any of us have posted... Anywho, I just wrote a song that I really like, and I don't usually really like my songs, but here it is! It's called:


Three Three Words

Oh oh woah oh
Oh oh woah oh
Oh oh woah oh oh

(verse 1)
I can't believe you're gone
That youre not here with me
And when I close my eyes
Its your face that i see

I know its been a while
Since I have held you close
And even though you're gone
I just wanted you to know

(chorus)
That 
I miss you (three words)
And I wish
I could hold you
Tell you what I should've said
And
I need you (three words)
And I wish
I had told you
The three words I should've said
I love you

Oh oh woah oh
Oh oh woah oh
Oh oh woah oh oh

(verse 2)
Dear I know ive told you
Those same words before
But though I meant them then
Somehow now I mean them more

I never thought to lose you
Would hurt me this bad
But now that youre gone
I see the good I had

(chorus)
And
I miss you (three words)
And I wish
I could hold you
Tell you what I should've said
And
I need you (three words)
And I wish
I had told you
The three words I should've said
I love you

(bridge)
And
 I miss you (three words)
And
I need you (three words)
And
I love you (three words) (x2)

And 
I miss you (three words)
And I wish
I could hold you
Tell you what I should've said
And
I need you (three words)
And I wish
I had told you
The three words I should've said
I miss you (three words)
And I wish
I could hold you
Tell you what I should've said
And
I need you (three words)
And I wish
I had told you
The three words I should've said
I love you
Oh oh woah oh 
Oh oh woah oh
Oh oh woah oh oh
I love you



Monday, July 29, 2013

You're Worth It


Hey guys I wrote this song. It is kinda short. Part is a rap. I might post a vid soon...?


I see you one day 
Braclets down your arms
I ask why? 
You say fashion
I know it was harm
Day after day 
You look thinner than before
I ask you if youre hungry
You say "cant eat anymore"
I know youre going through a battle
No, its not great
But you got to stay strong have hope, love and faith
Miley said "lifes a climb the views great" so keep your head up girl, youre worth the wait
You say i dont underatand, i dont care 
Lets just try to get through this together, its better as a pair
Look in the mirror tell me what you see
I see a beautiful face but society says ugly
Judged for not being perfect. You want a perfect girl go to walmart buy a barbie girl
Beautys not about size or shape
Beautys about being you, not being a fake
Now just forget those who hate cause only god can judge.
Your perfectly imperfect and totally worth it love
Having words tear you down bit by bit like nicki says "take me or leave me" 
People dont know how much words can hurt
Think before tou speak please uh your causing war
War between you and yourself
Having words tear you down
Having it be too much
You just want to end it...no dont...youre worth every second every minute i promise. 
You were given this life to live it..
Just take a deep breath, put the blade down cause youre worth it
Saw you today lookin better than ever wearing no braclets and short sleeves 
You came up to me told me 
"Im strong cause of you" i said "no, youre strong cause youre you"

Thursday, July 25, 2013

Cover me


I know it's been a long time. Too long, but I wrote a new song. And no, im not like depressed or obsessed with some guy, but I had just spent the day at the beach and then I went to the pool and then I took a shower and so, water was kind of on the mind, and for those of you who know me well, i dont have a lot of fears, but I used to have nightmares about drowning and idk its just something I worry about from time to time. I'll sing this and post it eventually, but I don't really feel like singing right now. So,  yeah, Idk. 

Cover me 
Im not afraid of dying
Not afraid of dying alone
Im not afraid of going out one day
getting hit by a car and never going home

Im not afraid of Karma 
I'm not afraid of bad luck
Im not afraid of going to sleep one day
and never waking up

Im not afraid of much
But i'm afraid of you

You're like the ocean 
You're washing over
and you cover me, cover me
Cover me cover me
You're like the waves 
Crash in my face
and you cover me, cover me
Cover me cover me
you're like the water
Im falling under
as you cover me, cover me
Cover me cover me
I can't breathe- I'm sinking

I'm not afraid of the shadows
Im not afraid of the dark
Im not afraid of what lurks in the night
and waits to stop my heart

I'm not afraid of heights 
Im not afraid of being up in the clouds
Im not afraid of being up real high one day
and falling and hitting the ground

 Im not afraid of much
But i'm afraid of you

You're like the ocean 
You're washing over
and you cover me, cover me
Cover me cover me
You're like the waves 
Crash in my face
and you cover me, cover me
Cover me cover me
you're like the water
Im falling under
as you cover me, cover me
Cover me cover me
I can't breathe- I'm sinking

why do you do the things you do
I'm drowning, drowning, in you
Why do you say the things that you say 
Theres only one thing that makes me afraid


You're like the ocean 
You're washing over
and you cover me, cover me
Cover me cover me
You're like the waves 
Crash in my face
and you cover me, cover me
Cover me cover me
you're like the water
Im falling under
as you cover me, cover me
Cover me cover me
I can't breathe- I'm sinking

Monday, March 25, 2013

Drama Drama

so yeah i kinda hate my life right now

Drama Drama

you dont understand me
and frankly u wont
we dont see eye to eye

lately ive been
feelin all alone
and like id rather die

apparently im a gossip
a jerk a fool
and thats all i do

i always come with
my problems
and babe that aint true

you cant see from my point of view
ud have done the same in my shoes

theres drama drama everywhere
and all my friends dont care
no matter matter what u say or do
ill always be there for u
ive been on been on both sides
i know how ur viewing life
but no one no one care bout me
the one whos always listening
to your drama drama

i can count on my hands
and my feet
my friends who will never leave

i used to think that bout
every one of u
i was gullible, now i see

no one listens
nobody cares anymore
im being pushed out the door

you wont believe
when i say
ive been here before

you cant see from my point of view
ud have done the same in my shoes

theres drama drama everywhere
and all my friends dont care
no matter matter what u say or do
ill always be there for u
ive been on been on both sides
i know how ur viewing life
but no one no one care bout me
the one whos always listening
to your drama drama

you can walk away
but ill feel the pain
im not sorry for doing right
just that ur making a fight
cuz u an fight all u want
but ill be here hun
when u come crying back with a problem
and u need a shoulder to cry on

theres drama drama everywhere
and all my friends dont care
no matter matter what u say or do
ill always be there for u
ive been on been on both sides
i know how ur viewing life
but no one no one care bout me
the one whos always listening
to your drama drama-
drama drama everywhere
and all my friends dont care
no matter matter what u say or do
ill always be there for u
ive been on been on both sides
i know how ur viewing life
but no one no one care bout me
the one whos always listening
to your drama drama

Monday, March 4, 2013

Might Be You

so yeah. this has ABSOLUTELY NOTHING to do with me. its just for fun :)

Might Be You

i dont know which road to choose
one is him and one is u
so much the same yet so much is different
i think im loosin it
all this stuff makes me wanna shout
i just need to figure this out
if u help me that might make it worse
step back i think im cursed

im a little boy crazy
and u can help me
by being my remedy
and not leaving me alone
i like the players
stupid joke sayers
theyre like crazy dares
i cant let gooo
i dont know
but i think i do
and my choice
might be you

he was a blonde and ur brunette
him ive known but u i just met
we like music he does sports
we both think his is worse
we flirt all the time
he used to be all mine
if u help me that might make it worse
step back i think im cursed

im a little boy crazy
and u can help me
by being my remedy
and not leaving me alone
i like the players
stupid joke sayers
theyre like crazy dares
i cant let gooo
i dont know
but i think i do
and my choice
might be you

its the kinda thing that u never really know about
it the kinda thing that u never wanna shout it out
its the kinda thing that happens to girls daily
its the kinda thing thats makin me go crazy
ive said it once and ill say it again
but i really do wanna be more than friend

im a little boy crazy
and u can help me
by being my remedy
and not leaving me alone
i like the players
stupid joke sayers
theyre like crazy dares
i cant let gooo
i dont know
but i think i do
and my choice
might be you

Wednesday, February 27, 2013

Black and White


yup. 


This world is a hard place to a make a name
When every word and scar, shows your shame 
You cant escape it
No 

Pain isnt an easy thing to forget 
And life is filled with things we will regret
Cant go and change it
No
Oh-no

 you're Climbing every ladder, rung by rung 
Try to win the battle, but the damage is done 
Try to change the world when you're oh-so-small 
just a speck of dirt nobody hears your call! 

Its everyman for himself out there
Its every secret youre too ashamed to share
Its all the dreams you never chased
Its all the fears you wouldnt face
Its all the mistakes you tried to hide
Its who you wanna be the day you die 
The legacy you leave, the evil you smite 
Its all just black and white 

 This life is the longest thing we'll ever have 
Its too important to forget to laugh 
you can't fake it 
no

it'll beat you up and it'll knock you down 
Life will strain voice till you can't make a sound 
You can't take it 
no…. 

 you're Climbing every ladder, rung by rung 
Try to win the battle, but the damage is done 
Try to change the world when you're oh-so-small 
just a speck of dirt nobody hears your call! 

Its everyman for himself out there
Its every secret youre too ashamed to share
Its all the dreams you never chased
Its all the fears you wouldnt face
Its all the mistakes you tried to hide
Its who you wanna be the day you die 
The legacy you leave, the evil you smite 
Its all just black and white 

Im not big enough
to make a difference
Im not good enough
i can't win this 

Its everyman for himself out there
Its every secret youre too ashamed to share
Its all the dreams you never chased
Its all the fears you wouldnt face
Its all the mistakes you tried to hide
Its who you wanna be the day you die 
The legacy you leave, the evil you smite 
Its all just black and white 










Monday, February 25, 2013

Rose Colored Glasses


New song!!!! Its about how the best things in life are free and yea thats pretty much.. yea. Hope you like it! Click the video link: Rose Colored Glasses Video

Rose-Colored glasses

its like i was in the dark 
I was falling apart 
I was someone i didn't know 

Its like i was in the rain 
Never to dry again
I was a love that wouldn't show 

I was consumed 
by the world and its riches
Drama was loose
Inside my hearts deepest fissures 
My life revolved
around things i wanted 
these Things- that haunted 
me 

Its like i couldn't see 
behind my rose-colored glasses 
I was blinded by the beam
of materialism 
Its like i couldn't speak 
Words were put into my mouth
Everything I believed
i would find myself renounce 
I didn't know what I needed
Gave up all my free passes
cause i was seeing
through rose-colored glasses 
rose-colored glasses 

I thought life was perfect
Didn't have things to fix
I thought id never have move my feet 

the best things in life are free
why didn't it occur to me?
I thought id never have places to be 

I was consumed 
by the world and its fashions
I pursued 
Things that never lasted 
My life revolved
around things i thought i needed
these Things- that eat away
at meeee 

Its like i couldn't see 
behind my rose-colored glasses 
I was blinded by the beam
of materialism 
Its like i couldn't speak 
Words were put into my mouth
Everything I believed
i would find myself renounce 
I didn't know what I needed
Gave up all my free passes
cause i was seeing
through rose-colored glasses 
rose-colored glasses 

If i just get that 
i'll be happy
just give me that
and Ill be good 
If I just have that
ill be happy 
and life will look like 
it should

If i just had that
i'd have no complaints
Nothing bad
no more rain
I just need one more thing to reach happiness…
then my life won't be a mess--