One Way Heart Break Street

SOOOO, Am I an open book? Or A strangely confusing poem? I do not know. hmm. Oh well. Heres my latest installment to my annoyance with boys/emotional rollercoaster thing im doing. Gawd i hate this. 

i think somehow 

deep down

I knew 

I think i always 

Didnt trust 

you

I think somewhere 

even though I care 

I know 

ill always know 

blinded by

something maybe I 

thought was love 

looking down 

at me, but not me

from above 

I think somehow 

looking down 

I saw

I always saw 

My heart doesn't like to listen to my head

My Heart i think you might take for granted

so i'll sit here writing a song

about how I know I was wrong 

And the worst part is tomorrow 

if you call me up again

Ill think "no" but I'm gonna answer

Cause I like to listen 

And I hate whats gotten to me 

and why I'm losing my head 

I don't think i'd mind it so much

If all the lights weren't so red 

I know you're not right for me 

I know this is all  a game to you

its a one way heart break street 

and i'm all i have to lose

I know someday

my head

will lead 

But today, for now

My heart commands 

my feet 

I know I'm broken 

And my chains are holding 

Me back

they hold me back 

And i know in a way 

you mean the best 

Nothing to say 

that can command the rest 

cause I know how this is gonna end 

This is gonna end 

in a way 

that i can't stand 

And the worst part is tomorrow 

if you call me up again

Ill think "no" but I'm gonna answer

Cause I like to listen 

And I hate whats gotten to me 

and why I'm losing my head 

I don't think i'd mind it so much

If all the lights weren't so red 

I know you're not right for me 

I know this is all  a game to you

its a one way heart break street 

and i'm all i have to lose

I don't want to be the one 

you get with just for the fun

I dont wanna be the girl 

thats just for the thrill

but i can't stop my self 

from ignoring the danger signs

Do me a favor

and prove me wrong

cause the worst part is tomorrow 

if you call me up again

Ill think "no" but I'm gonna answer

Cause I like to listen 

And I hate whats gotten to me 

and why I'm losing my head 

I don't think i'd mind it so much

If all the lights weren't so red 

I know you're not right for me 

I know this is all  a game to you

its a one way heart break street 

and i'm all i have to lose

Why?

Here is another song in the same vein as the last one. Phase one: anger Phase Two: Justification (that was the last song) Phase Three: regret and confusion... Idk what the rest are yet. thats basically how the cycle is going for me though,.... Let me know what happens to you guys when you're rejected. :P My mantra: 

Boys are stupid.

But then again, Girls over analyze stuff like heck. I swear, we are the worst. Sooo dramatic. This picture is basically my life: 

Anyone else? Haha don't lie. We all know you girls do the same thing 

Well, You came here for lyrics not angry ranting. So lyrics you shall have! 

Eh-go:

I was so happy 

when you said you liked me 

Was it all just lies 

When I was on cloud nine 

We hadn't talked much 

I thought I knew what I want 

How was I so blind 

Falling on cloud nine? 

Oh its easy to let your heart 

get carried away 

And Its easy to take part 

In all the games people play 

I put it all on the line 

Didn't expect my heart to get broken 

You've barely said a thing since that night 

My phone doesn't ring and I'm home all alone yea 

Why why why why 

Is all I'm thinking 

I I I I I I I 

I can't believe it 

Should've known better than to… 

fall for you 

The really sad thing is…

I totally knew it 

guys are all the same 

you give your kind a bad name 

I saw it coming 

It was to good to be

I give myself all the blame 

But you give yourself a bad name 

Oh its easy to let your mind  

lose all common sense 

And its easy to let it rule your life 

I know from experience

I put it all on the line 

Didn't expect my heart to get broken 

You've barely said a thing since that night 

My phone doesn't ring and I'm home all alone yea 

Why why why why 

Is all I'm thinking 

I I I I I I I 

I can't believe it 

Should've known better than to… 

fall for you 

Why did you make me feel like a fool

Was that all you intended to do? 

Why didn't I listen to my better judgement? 

Is this what you wanted????????? 

I put it all on the line 

Didn't expect my heart to get broken 

You've barely said a thing since that night 

My phone doesn't ring and I'm home all alone yea 

Why why why why 

Is all I'm thinking 

I I I I I I I 

I can't believe it 

Should've known better than to… 

fall for you 

Yea. I definitely shouldve known better. Well thats all for today. Maybe. Idk. 

Boys are stupid

So this song never says boys are stupid. Other than the whole " implied message"  thing.

 I have a question. How many of you have ever hated a guy?? Okay, hate is a strong word. I just mean really really frustrated with someone of the male species. Or maybe just the WHOLE male species. If you said yes, you're probably a girl. Or me. right now. whatever. Well, heres the song: 

Is too soon

to be wondering if you

are having second thoughts about this

I know it sounds strange 

but I'm going crazy 

When you will not admit 

Ive never felt so 

neglected 

rejected 

Affected

by something someone said 

Or to put it more simply 

Didn't say anything at all

Dont lie, please don't lie to me

If you changed your mind, I guess its fine with me

Its  more important to me that we stay friends-ends-ends 

so Don't say, one thing and act on another

Don't play games and then stu-stu-stutter

I won't make the same mistake again-gain-gain 

Cause you made me feel stupid and naive 

If you're gonna be like this… 

Then you're obviously not for me 

You say you weren't mad 

but it doesn't look like that 

When you won't even speak to me  :( 

You don't acknowledge my existence 

I feel tricked and 

You won't even speak to me!!!!

Ive never felt so 

abandoned

stranded 

Branded 

by something someone did 

Or to put it more simply…...

Didn't do anything at all!!! 

Dont lie, please don't lie to me

If you changed your mind, I guess its fine with me

Its  more important to me that we stay friends-ends-ends 

so Don't say, one thing and act on another

Don't play games and then stu-stu-stutter

I won't make the same mistake again-gain-gain 

Cause you made me feel stupid and naive 

If you're gonna be like this… 

Then you're obviously not for me 

are you proud of yourself 

Gonna go fall for someone else

Now that you got me? 

Make me second guess

Nice one minute, Hurtfull the next 

No you haven't got meeeeeeeeeee

Dont lie, please don't lie to me

If you changed your mind, I guess its fine with me

Its  more important to me that we stay friends-ends-ends 

so Don't say, one thing and act on another

Don't play games and then stu-stu-stutter

I won't make the same mistake again-gain-gain 

Cause you made me feel stupid and naive 

If you're gonna be like this… 

Then you're obviously not for me 


And here is a random picture that i feel like goes with the song. And its funny.

Forbidden

This song is called either forbidden or forbidden love.. not sure yet. I quit someone else sundays. but this song is from someone else's POV. well anywho. enjoy. -Kara

She loves you

So im not supposed to 

You are hers 

So i couldnt make us work

We have a great friendship

And a boy.. Shouldnt end it 

I cant like you 

Even though even though i do...

Gotta gotta keep my feelings hidden 

cause this love, this love is forbidden

Gotta gotta, Hide who I love 

I know its not right, so I'm running from 

Run away 

its a mind game i can't play 

check and mate 

Hush hush hidden

this love is forbidden 

I cant tell her

Itd just be for the worst 

Maybe ill change my mind 

If i give it time 

Promised i would not 

So you cant be in my thoughts 

I cant like you 

Even though even though i do...

Gotta gotta keep my feelings hidden 

cause this love, this love is forbidden

Gotta gotta, Hide who I love 

I know its not right, so I'm running from 

Run away 

its a mind game i can't play 

check and mate 

Hush hush hidden

this love is forbidden 

Again...

Oh whoa 

Boys are stupid 

Make you

Regret things your doing

Oh whoa 

Boys are dumb 

Make you

Wanna love them 

Even if its all a mistake 

I might regret this 

ill do whatever it takes

Oh im gonna regret this 

I will regret this 

Not gonna keep my feelings hidden! 

Even though this love is forbidden

Not gonna hide what i want 

I know its not right but im not running from 

Im gonna stay

This mind game i will play 

Check and mate

I know its forbidden 

But i got the dibs on him 

Gossip

This song is called Gossip. hope you all like it. 

If you cant do the time

Dont do the crime 

You say what momma doesnt know wont hurt her

You say you know what you need

While youre lying through your teeth

You say what hate isnt spoken cant curse her

Oh oh

You really havent been around have you

No oh

Word gets round faster than i can say i told you told you told you

He said she said you love him

Its a word of mouth cause gossip gossip gossip gets around 

You said youll last forever

Cause youre "finally together" 

You say your " love" your "love" it isnt loud

But people talk and words can hurt 

And when they talk this will get worse 

you wanted to be 

So much you left me

You say you love him and it will end happy 

 

He said he likes you

All official and cute

You dont expect this to be so.. Fleeting 

Ohno 

 you really dont know what you want do you

No oh

Hes gonna drop you like yesterdays news 

He said she said you love him

Its a word of mouth cause gossip gossip gossip gets around 

You said youll last forever

Cause youre "finally together" 

You say your " love" your "love" it isnt loud

But people talk and words can hurt 

And when they talk this will get worse

He said she said you love him

Its a word of mouth cause gossip gossip gossip gets around 

You said youll last forever

Cause youre "finally together" 

You say your " love" your "love" it isnt loud

But people talk and words can hurt 

And when they talk this will get worse

Hey I just wanted to let everyone know that I will try to post a video for Tell Them me and Kara have to get together to do it. So for now enjoy the lyrics!

Trust Fall

This song is pretty self-explanitory. 

Hope you all like it !

Dedicated to Eden and Mercy and all my other Friends 

Trust fall 

On the count of three

When i say go

Want you to fall back

And know youre not alone

Cause i, im gonna catch you

At the push of a button,

Flick of a wrist

Till the world stops turning

And time doesnt exist

I, im gonna catch you

Ill never let you fall 

Ill never let you go

Ill never let you down

Ill break down your walls

Youll never be alone

Ill always be around

This is a trust fall

I need you to trust me

You will be okay

As long as you just breathe 

This is a trust fall

And i want you to see

Ill never let you go

For anything 

Forever and a day

Be by your side

Till were blown away 

And lightning strikes

I, im gonna love you

Ohh the rain can pour

And the earth can shake 

But ill be with you

Till my dying day

Yes i im gonna love you

Ill never let you fall 

Ill never let you go

Ill never let you down

Ill break down your walls

Youll never be alone

Ill always be around

This is a trust fall

I need you to trust me

You will be okay

As long as you just breathe 

This is a trust fall

And i want you to see

Ill never let you go

For anything 

Would you trust me, with your life?

Wont let you hurt, id rather die

Would you let me, in your heart

Wont let anybody break it apart

Would you fall into me? Would you trust me, with your life?

Wont let you hurt, id rather die

Would you let me, in your heart

Wont let anybody break it apart

Would you fall into me? 

This is a trust fall

I need you to trust me

You will be okay

As long as you just breathe

This is a trust fall

I need you to see

I wouldn't give you up

For anything

1...2...3

Go 

At the end, the whole "one two three go" thing is because of the beginning of the song. Just. making sure you got that. 

Someone-else Sunday

Hey everyone! Today, I wrote a song from my friends POV. No names, as I dont want to embarrass her, but, I had so much fun with it, I though I would start a new weekly thing. I am calling it "Someone-Else Sunday" 

Heres how it works:

Every week, I will write a song from someone else's Point of View, and post it that Sunday for you all to see. Have fun guessing who is which song! 

This one is called Relapse. I think Im going to write another song called relapse, and I already have an idea, But who knows. Love you all, here's the song: 

Relapse 

She is overrated 

Assembly line, mass created 

Girls like her come at a dime a dozen 

She is ordinary 

doesnt see what i see plainly 

Girls like her, they cant keep you lovin

Where is your head, boy? 

whats it gonna take? 

She is just white noise 

Im the one you cant shake 

We had, something special

Something special we did

Something, to remember 

to remember like this

Made me, Made me love you 

Like never before 

Apparently, shes the new one

the new girl you’re going for 

Read my lips, read my lips 

I love you, why dont we just get back? 

Pre-existing condition

Going for a relapse 

I am completely for you 

Promise i will never bore you

You and i, we could be “so Neon” 

We shouldve never left it 

Impossible to forget it 

You and I we went beyondddd 

Where is your head, boy? 

whats it gonna take? 

She is just white noise 

Im the one you cant shake 

We had, something special

Something special we did

Something, to remember 

to remember like this

Made me, Made me love you 

Like never before 

Apparently, shes the new one

the new girl you’re going for 

Read my lips, read my lips 

I love you, why dont we just get back? 

Pre-existing condition

Going for a relapse 

Here we go again

Wanna be more than just friends 

And she is so not worth your time 

You need to be, need to be all mine 

Here we go again 

Can please be more than, just friends? 

Here we go again again again 

We had, something special

Something special we did

Something, to remember 

to remember like this

Made me, Made me love you 

Like never before 

Apparently, shes the new one

the new girl you’re going for 

Read my lips, read my lips 

I love you, why dont we just get back? 

Pre-existing condition

Going for a relapse 

Different

This song is called different, and it's basically dedicated to all my Homeschooled friends. If you are one of them, you'll understand why. Haha. 

Well. Eh-go: 

Here's to all the shame 

That you can't put in the past

Here's to all the short kids

Who get picked last

Here's to all the dreams that never came true

This songs for you,

Heres to all the vocalists 

Who sing off-key

And here's to everyone 

Marchin to their own beat 

Here's to all the things you never got to do

This songs for you

Why do we pretend?

We know we're not like them

We are our own breed of human

We might be different, 

we might be strange

You might not get us

we’re a little crazayy

We might be We-ird 

we might be off

But we we know just who we are 

and we know just what we want

and we know just what we got 

Here's to all geeky ones

With metal mouth 

Here's to all the quiet ones 

We'll teach u To be loud 

Heres To all the dreams that never came true

This songs for you,

Here's To all the hidden gifts

The insecure

Here's to all the guys

 that didn't get the girl 

Here's to all the thinga you never got to do

This songs for you,

Why do we pretend?

We know we're not like them

We are our own breed of human

We might be different, 

we might be strange

You might not get us

we’re a little crazayy

We might be We-ird 

we might be off

But we we know just who we are 

and we know just what we want

and we know just what we got 

We are proud, we are proud 

If you’re different 

lemme hear ya say it loud 

We are proud, we are proud

We are

We are proud, we are proud 

If you’re different 

lemme hear ya say it loud 

We are proud, we are proud

We are

We might be different, 

we might be strange

You might not get us

we’re a little crazayy

We might be We-ird 

we might be off

But we we know just who we are 

and we know just what we want

and we know just what we got 

We might be different, 

we might be strange

You might not get us

we’re a little crazayy

We might be We-ird 

we might be off

But we we know just who we are 

and we know just what we want

and we know just what we got 

Memories

WATCH OUT

I wrote a new song. Hey. Watch out would be a a cool song name. Hm. I should work on that. hahaha

anywho. Heres memories: 

We go together 

We’ll last forever 

We live like crazy 

Nobody else can save me 

Oh-whoa

Whoa-Oh

we are dangerous  

two crazy Hot mess

We are a recipe 

for disaster or something

Oh-whoa 

Whoa-oh 

You better be afraid of us 

We got everything we want 

We got everything we need 

Blend of spicy and sweet 

uh -oh

you better run for your lives

We gonna stay up all night 

Nothing to do but sing 

And we makeee the best memories 

We are perfection 

The young and restless 

We are the “Style savvy 

you wish you were me”

Girls 

oh-whoa 

We are fabulous 

got it all going for us 

We are musical 

And we live in our own worldsss

You better be afraid of us 

We got everything we want 

We got everything we need 

Blend of spicy and sweet 

uh -oh

you better run for your lives

We gonna stay up all night 

Nothing to do but sing 

And we makeee the best memories 

ohmygosh you dont know you’re talking to 

Ohmyword you dont realize what we can do 

hahahaha we are the best thing 

since, well, Everything. 

Yes, i really just said that 

Cause its true.... 

You better be afraid of us 

We got everything we want 

We got everything we need 

Blend of spicy and sweet 

uh -oh

you better run for your lives

We gonna stay up all night 

Nothing to do but sing 

And we makeee the best memories 

New song writer!

Hey everyone! we have a new songwriter joining BTM!!!

Her name is Shay Carpenter and she is so incredibly awesome!

Welcome to the Team, Shay :)

Like It Like That

Ok so heres a random little song i wrote the other night when i couldnt sleep but i reallyyyyyy like it. Hahaha. hope you do too!

Sprinkle in some sweetness

Then add a lot of spice

Put in some beautiful

Mix it with the nice

Get a pinch of randomness

and a little lot of crazay

Stir it all together

It's the perfect recipe

(Chorus)

For my best friend

my other half

We fit like this

and not like that

we are Tweedle Dee

and Tweedle Dum

Complete slackers

and total beach bums

we laugh alot

and then we collapse

but you know what?

we like it like that

Draw it with purple

Splash on some blue

splatter the hot pink

go crazy with the glitter glue

put on some pretty teal

then use a little lime

dont forget the neon

its the perfect outline

(Chorus)

For mybest friend

my other half

We fit like this

and not like that

we are Tweedle Dee

and Tweedle Dum

Complete slackers

and total beach bums

we laugh alot

and then we collapse

but you know what?

we like it like that

Gorgeous? Thats us

Fabulous? TOTES!

Lunatics? Forever!

Ugly? NOPE!

(Chorus)

Your my best friend

my other half

We fit like this

and not like that

we are Tweedle Dee

and Tweedle Dum

Complete slackers

and total beach bums

we laugh alot

and then we collapse

but you know what?

we like it like that