One Way Heart Break Street

SOOOO, Am I an open book? Or A strangely confusing poem? I do not know. hmm. Oh well. Heres my latest installment to my annoyance with boys/emotional rollercoaster thing im doing. Gawd i hate this. 

i think somehow 

deep down

I knew 

I think i always 

Didnt trust 

you

I think somewhere 

even though I care 

I know 

ill always know 

blinded by

something maybe I 

thought was love 

looking down 

at me, but not me

from above 

I think somehow 

looking down 

I saw

I always saw 

My heart doesn't like to listen to my head

My Heart i think you might take for granted

so i'll sit here writing a song

about how I know I was wrong 

And the worst part is tomorrow 

if you call me up again

Ill think "no" but I'm gonna answer

Cause I like to listen 

And I hate whats gotten to me 

and why I'm losing my head 

I don't think i'd mind it so much

If all the lights weren't so red 

I know you're not right for me 

I know this is all  a game to you

its a one way heart break street 

and i'm all i have to lose

I know someday

my head

will lead 

But today, for now

My heart commands 

my feet 

I know I'm broken 

And my chains are holding 

Me back

they hold me back 

And i know in a way 

you mean the best 

Nothing to say 

that can command the rest 

cause I know how this is gonna end 

This is gonna end 

in a way 

that i can't stand 

And the worst part is tomorrow 

if you call me up again

Ill think "no" but I'm gonna answer

Cause I like to listen 

And I hate whats gotten to me 

and why I'm losing my head 

I don't think i'd mind it so much

If all the lights weren't so red 

I know you're not right for me 

I know this is all  a game to you

its a one way heart break street 

and i'm all i have to lose

I don't want to be the one 

you get with just for the fun

I dont wanna be the girl 

thats just for the thrill

but i can't stop my self 

from ignoring the danger signs

Do me a favor

and prove me wrong

cause the worst part is tomorrow 

if you call me up again

Ill think "no" but I'm gonna answer

Cause I like to listen 

And I hate whats gotten to me 

and why I'm losing my head 

I don't think i'd mind it so much

If all the lights weren't so red 

I know you're not right for me 

I know this is all  a game to you

its a one way heart break street 

and i'm all i have to lose

Why?

Here is another song in the same vein as the last one. Phase one: anger Phase Two: Justification (that was the last song) Phase Three: regret and confusion... Idk what the rest are yet. thats basically how the cycle is going for me though,.... Let me know what happens to you guys when you're rejected. :P My mantra: 

Boys are stupid.

But then again, Girls over analyze stuff like heck. I swear, we are the worst. Sooo dramatic. This picture is basically my life: 

Anyone else? Haha don't lie. We all know you girls do the same thing 

Well, You came here for lyrics not angry ranting. So lyrics you shall have! 

Eh-go:

I was so happy 

when you said you liked me 

Was it all just lies 

When I was on cloud nine 

We hadn't talked much 

I thought I knew what I want 

How was I so blind 

Falling on cloud nine? 

Oh its easy to let your heart 

get carried away 

And Its easy to take part 

In all the games people play 

I put it all on the line 

Didn't expect my heart to get broken 

You've barely said a thing since that night 

My phone doesn't ring and I'm home all alone yea 

Why why why why 

Is all I'm thinking 

I I I I I I I 

I can't believe it 

Should've known better than to… 

fall for you 

The really sad thing is…

I totally knew it 

guys are all the same 

you give your kind a bad name 

I saw it coming 

It was to good to be

I give myself all the blame 

But you give yourself a bad name 

Oh its easy to let your mind  

lose all common sense 

And its easy to let it rule your life 

I know from experience

I put it all on the line 

Didn't expect my heart to get broken 

You've barely said a thing since that night 

My phone doesn't ring and I'm home all alone yea 

Why why why why 

Is all I'm thinking 

I I I I I I I 

I can't believe it 

Should've known better than to… 

fall for you 

Why did you make me feel like a fool

Was that all you intended to do? 

Why didn't I listen to my better judgement? 

Is this what you wanted????????? 

I put it all on the line 

Didn't expect my heart to get broken 

You've barely said a thing since that night 

My phone doesn't ring and I'm home all alone yea 

Why why why why 

Is all I'm thinking 

I I I I I I I 

I can't believe it 

Should've known better than to… 

fall for you 

Yea. I definitely shouldve known better. Well thats all for today. Maybe. Idk. 

Boys are stupid

So this song never says boys are stupid. Other than the whole " implied message"  thing.

 I have a question. How many of you have ever hated a guy?? Okay, hate is a strong word. I just mean really really frustrated with someone of the male species. Or maybe just the WHOLE male species. If you said yes, you're probably a girl. Or me. right now. whatever. Well, heres the song: 

Is too soon

to be wondering if you

are having second thoughts about this

I know it sounds strange 

but I'm going crazy 

When you will not admit 

Ive never felt so 

neglected 

rejected 

Affected

by something someone said 

Or to put it more simply 

Didn't say anything at all

Dont lie, please don't lie to me

If you changed your mind, I guess its fine with me

Its  more important to me that we stay friends-ends-ends 

so Don't say, one thing and act on another

Don't play games and then stu-stu-stutter

I won't make the same mistake again-gain-gain 

Cause you made me feel stupid and naive 

If you're gonna be like this… 

Then you're obviously not for me 

You say you weren't mad 

but it doesn't look like that 

When you won't even speak to me  :( 

You don't acknowledge my existence 

I feel tricked and 

You won't even speak to me!!!!

Ive never felt so 

abandoned

stranded 

Branded 

by something someone did 

Or to put it more simply…...

Didn't do anything at all!!! 

Dont lie, please don't lie to me

If you changed your mind, I guess its fine with me

Its  more important to me that we stay friends-ends-ends 

so Don't say, one thing and act on another

Don't play games and then stu-stu-stutter

I won't make the same mistake again-gain-gain 

Cause you made me feel stupid and naive 

If you're gonna be like this… 

Then you're obviously not for me 

are you proud of yourself 

Gonna go fall for someone else

Now that you got me? 

Make me second guess

Nice one minute, Hurtfull the next 

No you haven't got meeeeeeeeeee

Dont lie, please don't lie to me

If you changed your mind, I guess its fine with me

Its  more important to me that we stay friends-ends-ends 

so Don't say, one thing and act on another

Don't play games and then stu-stu-stutter

I won't make the same mistake again-gain-gain 

Cause you made me feel stupid and naive 

If you're gonna be like this… 

Then you're obviously not for me 


And here is a random picture that i feel like goes with the song. And its funny.

Forbidden

This song is called either forbidden or forbidden love.. not sure yet. I quit someone else sundays. but this song is from someone else's POV. well anywho. enjoy. -Kara

She loves you

So im not supposed to 

You are hers 

So i couldnt make us work

We have a great friendship

And a boy.. Shouldnt end it 

I cant like you 

Even though even though i do...

Gotta gotta keep my feelings hidden 

cause this love, this love is forbidden

Gotta gotta, Hide who I love 

I know its not right, so I'm running from 

Run away 

its a mind game i can't play 

check and mate 

Hush hush hidden

this love is forbidden 

I cant tell her

Itd just be for the worst 

Maybe ill change my mind 

If i give it time 

Promised i would not 

So you cant be in my thoughts 

I cant like you 

Even though even though i do...

Gotta gotta keep my feelings hidden 

cause this love, this love is forbidden

Gotta gotta, Hide who I love 

I know its not right, so I'm running from 

Run away 

its a mind game i can't play 

check and mate 

Hush hush hidden

this love is forbidden 

Again...

Oh whoa 

Boys are stupid 

Make you

Regret things your doing

Oh whoa 

Boys are dumb 

Make you

Wanna love them 

Even if its all a mistake 

I might regret this 

ill do whatever it takes

Oh im gonna regret this 

I will regret this 

Not gonna keep my feelings hidden! 

Even though this love is forbidden

Not gonna hide what i want 

I know its not right but im not running from 

Im gonna stay

This mind game i will play 

Check and mate

I know its forbidden 

But i got the dibs on him 

Gossip

This song is called Gossip. hope you all like it. 

If you cant do the time

Dont do the crime 

You say what momma doesnt know wont hurt her

You say you know what you need

While youre lying through your teeth

You say what hate isnt spoken cant curse her

Oh oh

You really havent been around have you

No oh

Word gets round faster than i can say i told you told you told you

He said she said you love him

Its a word of mouth cause gossip gossip gossip gets around 

You said youll last forever

Cause youre "finally together" 

You say your " love" your "love" it isnt loud

But people talk and words can hurt 

And when they talk this will get worse 

you wanted to be 

So much you left me

You say you love him and it will end happy 

 

He said he likes you

All official and cute

You dont expect this to be so.. Fleeting 

Ohno 

 you really dont know what you want do you

No oh

Hes gonna drop you like yesterdays news 

He said she said you love him

Its a word of mouth cause gossip gossip gossip gets around 

You said youll last forever

Cause youre "finally together" 

You say your " love" your "love" it isnt loud

But people talk and words can hurt 

And when they talk this will get worse

He said she said you love him

Its a word of mouth cause gossip gossip gossip gets around 

You said youll last forever

Cause youre "finally together" 

You say your " love" your "love" it isnt loud

But people talk and words can hurt 

And when they talk this will get worse