You're Worth It

Hey guys I wrote this song. It is kinda short. Part is a rap. I might post a vid soon...?

I see you one day 

Braclets down your arms

I ask why? 

You say fashion

I know it was harm

Day after day 

You look thinner than before

I ask you if youre hungry

You say "cant eat anymore"

I know youre going through a battle

No, its not great

But you got to stay strong have hope, love and faith

Miley said "lifes a climb the views great" so keep your head up girl, youre worth the wait

You say i dont underatand, i dont care 

Lets just try to get through this together, its better as a pair

Look in the mirror tell me what you see

I see a beautiful face but society says ugly

Judged for not being perfect. You want a perfect girl go to walmart buy a barbie girl

Beautys not about size or shape

Beautys about being you, not being a fake

Now just forget those who hate cause only god can judge.

Your perfectly imperfect and totally worth it love

Having words tear you down bit by bit like nicki says "take me or leave me" 

People dont know how much words can hurt

Think before tou speak please uh your causing war

War between you and yourself

Having words tear you down

Having it be too much

You just want to end it...no dont...youre worth every second every minute i promise. 

You were given this life to live it..

Just take a deep breath, put the blade down cause youre worth it

Saw you today lookin better than ever wearing no braclets and short sleeves 

You came up to me told me 

"Im strong cause of you" i said "no, youre strong cause youre you"

Cover me

I know it's been a long time. Too long, but I wrote a new song. And no, im not like depressed or obsessed with some guy, but I had just spent the day at the beach and then I went to the pool and then I took a shower and so, water was kind of on the mind, and for those of you who know me well, i dont have a lot of fears, but I used to have nightmares about drowning and idk its just something I worry about from time to time. I'll sing this and post it eventually, but I don't really feel like singing right now. So,  yeah, Idk. 

Cover me 

Im not afraid of dying

Not afraid of dying alone

Im not afraid of going out one day

getting hit by a car and never going home

Im not afraid of Karma 

I'm not afraid of bad luck

Im not afraid of going to sleep one day

and never waking up

Im not afraid of much

But i'm afraid of you

You're like the ocean 

You're washing over

and you cover me, cover me

Cover me cover me

You're like the waves 

Crash in my face

and you cover me, cover me

Cover me cover me

you're like the water

Im falling under

as you cover me, cover me

Cover me cover me

I can't breathe- I'm sinking

I'm not afraid of the shadows

Im not afraid of the dark

Im not afraid of what lurks in the night

and waits to stop my heart

I'm not afraid of heights 

Im not afraid of being up in the clouds

Im not afraid of being up real high one day

and falling and hitting the ground

 Im not afraid of much

But i'm afraid of you

You're like the ocean 

You're washing over

and you cover me, cover me

Cover me cover me

You're like the waves 

Crash in my face

and you cover me, cover me

Cover me cover me

you're like the water

Im falling under

as you cover me, cover me

Cover me cover me

I can't breathe- I'm sinking

why do you do the things you do

I'm drowning, drowning, in you

Why do you say the things that you say 

Theres only one thing that makes me afraid

You're like the ocean 

You're washing over

and you cover me, cover me

Cover me cover me

You're like the waves 

Crash in my face

and you cover me, cover me

Cover me cover me

you're like the water

Im falling under

as you cover me, cover me

Cover me cover me

I can't breathe- I'm sinking

Drama Drama

so yeah i kinda hate my life right now

Drama Drama

you dont understand me
and frankly u wont
we dont see eye to eye

lately ive been
feelin all alone
and like id rather die

apparently im a gossip
a jerk a fool
and thats all i do

i always come with
my problems
and babe that aint true

you cant see from my point of view
ud have done the same in my shoes

theres drama drama everywhere
and all my friends dont care
no matter matter what u say or do
ill always be there for u
ive been on been on both sides
i know how ur viewing life
but no one no one care bout me
the one whos always listening
to your drama drama

i can count on my hands
and my feet
my friends who will never leave

i used to think that bout
every one of u
i was gullible, now i see

no one listens
nobody cares anymore
im being pushed out the door

you wont believe
when i say
ive been here before

you cant see from my point of view
ud have done the same in my shoes

theres drama drama everywhere
and all my friends dont care
no matter matter what u say or do
ill always be there for u
ive been on been on both sides
i know how ur viewing life
but no one no one care bout me
the one whos always listening
to your drama drama

you can walk away
but ill feel the pain
im not sorry for doing right
just that ur making a fight
cuz u an fight all u want
but ill be here hun
when u come crying back with a problem
and u need a shoulder to cry on

theres drama drama everywhere
and all my friends dont care
no matter matter what u say or do
ill always be there for u
ive been on been on both sides
i know how ur viewing life
but no one no one care bout me
the one whos always listening
to your drama drama-
drama drama everywhere
and all my friends dont care
no matter matter what u say or do
ill always be there for u
ive been on been on both sides
i know how ur viewing life
but no one no one care bout me
the one whos always listening
to your drama drama

Might Be You

so yeah. this has ABSOLUTELY NOTHING to do with me. its just for fun :)

Might Be You

i dont know which road to choose
one is him and one is u
so much the same yet so much is different
i think im loosin it
all this stuff makes me wanna shout
i just need to figure this out
if u help me that might make it worse
step back i think im cursed

im a little boy crazy
and u can help me
by being my remedy
and not leaving me alone
i like the players
stupid joke sayers
theyre like crazy dares
i cant let gooo
i dont know
but i think i do

and my choice

might be you

he was a blonde and ur brunette
him ive known but u i just met
we like music he does sports
we both think his is worse
we flirt all the time
he used to be all mine
if u help me that might make it worse
step back i think im cursed

im a little boy crazy
and u can help me
by being my remedy
and not leaving me alone
i like the players
stupid joke sayers
theyre like crazy dares
i cant let gooo
i dont know
but i think i do
and my choice
might be you

its the kinda thing that u never really know about
it the kinda thing that u never wanna shout it out
its the kinda thing that happens to girls daily
its the kinda thing thats makin me go crazy
ive said it once and ill say it again
but i really do wanna be more than friend

im a little boy crazy
and u can help me
by being my remedy
and not leaving me alone
i like the players
stupid joke sayers
theyre like crazy dares
i cant let gooo
i dont know
but i think i do
and my choice

might be you

Black and White

yup. 

Black and White Video

This world is a hard place to a make a name

When every word and scar, shows your shame 

You cant escape it

No 

Pain isnt an easy thing to forget 

And life is filled with things we will regret

Cant go and change it

No

Oh-no

 you're Climbing every ladder, rung by rung 

Try to win the battle, but the damage is done 

Try to change the world when you're oh-so-small 

just a speck of dirt nobody hears your call! 

Its everyman for himself out there

Its every secret youre too ashamed to share

Its all the dreams you never chased

Its all the fears you wouldnt face

Its all the mistakes you tried to hide

Its who you wanna be the day you die 

The legacy you leave, the evil you smite 

Its all just black and white 

 This life is the longest thing we'll ever have 

Its too important to forget to laugh 

you can't fake it 

no

it'll beat you up and it'll knock you down 

Life will strain voice till you can't make a sound 

You can't take it 

no…. 

 you're Climbing every ladder, rung by rung 

Try to win the battle, but the damage is done 

Try to change the world when you're oh-so-small 

just a speck of dirt nobody hears your call! 

Its everyman for himself out there

Its every secret youre too ashamed to share

Its all the dreams you never chased

Its all the fears you wouldnt face

Its all the mistakes you tried to hide

Its who you wanna be the day you die 

The legacy you leave, the evil you smite 

Its all just black and white 

Im not big enough

to make a difference

Im not good enough

i can't win this 

Its everyman for himself out there

Its every secret youre too ashamed to share

Its all the dreams you never chased

Its all the fears you wouldnt face

Its all the mistakes you tried to hide

Its who you wanna be the day you die 

The legacy you leave, the evil you smite 

Its all just black and white 

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Rose Colored Glasses

New song!!!! Its about how the best things in life are free and yea thats pretty much.. yea. Hope you like it! Click the video link: Rose Colored Glasses Video

Rose-Colored glasses

its like i was in the dark 

I was falling apart 

I was someone i didn't know 

Its like i was in the rain 

Never to dry again

I was a love that wouldn't show 

I was consumed 

by the world and its riches

Drama was loose

Inside my hearts deepest fissures 

My life revolved

around things i wanted 

these Things- that haunted 

me 

Its like i couldn't see 

behind my rose-colored glasses 

I was blinded by the beam

of materialism 

Its like i couldn't speak 

Words were put into my mouth

Everything I believed

i would find myself renounce 

I didn't know what I needed

Gave up all my free passes

cause i was seeing

through rose-colored glasses 

rose-colored glasses 

I thought life was perfect

Didn't have things to fix

I thought id never have move my feet 

the best things in life are free

why didn't it occur to me?

I thought id never have places to be 

I was consumed 

by the world and its fashions

I pursued 

Things that never lasted 

My life revolved

around things i thought i needed

these Things- that eat away

at meeee 

Its like i couldn't see 

behind my rose-colored glasses 

I was blinded by the beam

of materialism 

Its like i couldn't speak 

Words were put into my mouth

Everything I believed

i would find myself renounce 

I didn't know what I needed

Gave up all my free passes

cause i was seeing

through rose-colored glasses 

rose-colored glasses 

If i just get that 

i'll be happy

just give me that

and Ill be good 

If I just have that

ill be happy 

and life will look like 

it should

If i just had that

i'd have no complaints

Nothing bad

no more rain

I just need one more thing to reach happiness…

then my life won't be a mess--

Monsters

So i might change some stuffs, i just wanted to get this up before i went on my trip this weekend. 

Here's the video:  Monsters video

we stop looking for monsters under our bed 

when we realize the demons dwell inside our head

we stop checking for scars along our skin

when we see that the pain comes from within 

only human, 

we are only human, 

We stop searching for villains to defeat 

when we see we are our own worst enemy 

we stop looking for a hero beyond the dust

when we see that no one is coming to save us

only human, 

we are only human

and this life is a free fall

dropping faster than a waterfall

this life is a nightmare

with every closed eye, falling tear 

this life is a rose thorn 

and every word is a piercing sword

this life is a late night scare

is it too much, is it too much to bear? 

You stop looking for monsters in your room

when you realize your demons dwell inside of you

You stop crying out in the middle of the night

when you realize you gave yourself the fright

only human 

you are only human 

you stop seeking and desperately searching and wanting more

when you accept that all you'll have is laid out on the floor 

no we won't get more (2x)

Cause this life is a free fall

dropping faster than a waterfall

this life is a nightmare

with every closed eye, falling tear 

this life is a rose thorn 

and every word is a piercing sword

this life is a late night scare

is it too much, is it too much to bear? 

You can't Change Me

So this song is called you Can't change me... Hope you like it <3 Imma start trying to put all my songs on youtube so you can hear themm.... here's this one's link(dont judge me ik i look retarded): You Can't Change Me Video

You think I'm just here 

to make your life easy

easy easy easy 

Telling me to be compliant 

saying "you have to please me, 

please me, please me, please me" 

Well I've been numb for too long

too long to care

care care care

And maybe you don't notice 

but this ain't fair

fair fair fair 

And you tell me, with a smile on your face

that, darling, this world aint a fair place 

And you say with a laugh and a smirk 

I won't amount to anything- not without hard work

oh but don't you think i know

how this goes 

Im as small as a grain of sand 

and oh, don't you think i see? 

despite everything 

That I'm just an inch on this land 

and OH you say I don't matter 

Im so flattered

but really i don't 

give a damn 

what you say 

You can't change me

Oh-no=

you can't change me 

I can try but you won't 

ever see all that i do, 

do, do, do

I would just give up

but what would that say to you?

you you you

and I can be someone else 

i can lie to myself and pretend thats all you want 

want want want 

But i think If i changed 

you just find other ways to make me wrong

wrong wrong 

And you tell me, with a smile on your lips

that, darling, its survival of the fit 

And you say with a smirk and a laugh

I won't amount to that!!! 

oh but don't you think i know

how this goes 

Im as small as a grain of sand 

and oh, don't you think i see? 

despite everything 

That I'm just an inch on this land 

and OH you say I don't matter 

Im so flattered

but really i don't 

give a damn 

what you say 

You can't change me

Oh-no

you can't change me 

Liar, Liar

UPDATE: this is the link to the youtube video of me singing it... 

Liar, Liar Video

For all you girls who've been lied to

.....

you told me 

what i wanted to hear 

couldnt hold on me

that much is clear 

Your words roll

off your, off your tongue 

 youd practiced them 

since before you were young 

young, young

Cold versus Unscarred heart

I never had a chance 

I thought versus your dark heart

I could create a romance 

All eyes on you

Cant be too cruel

I was supposed to be

right there beside you 

You pushed me down

made me fall out 

you were supposed to be

always be around

Liar, liar, 

Oh

Liar, liar, 

go

Liar, Liar, 

no

liar

Just go 

you liar liar

I found out 

you never even cared

You've got a story now 

About the girl who dared

To find you 

In a way that made you look good 

Just tear her down…

I guess you should 

should should 

Black versus desperate heart

I never stood a chance 

I thought versus your messed up heart

I could create a romance 

All eyes on you

Cant be too cruel

I was supposed to be

right there beside you 

You pushed me down

made me fall out 

you were supposed to be

always be around

Liar, liar, 

Oh

Liar, liar, 

go

Liar, Liar, 

no

liar

Just go 

you liar liar

You lied to me 

cause you couldn't see 

what you had in front of you

You're dead to me  

cause you couldn't see 

what you had in front of you

All eyes on you

Cant be too cruel

I was supposed to be

right there beside you 

You pushed me down

made me fall out 

you were supposed to be

always be around

Liar, liar, 

Oh

Liar, liar, 

go

Liar, Liar, 

no

liar

Just go 

you liar liar

Hahaa Someone Else THURSDAY

We are just all over the place here, arent we? Lol. 

Shatter 

Ive tried and ive tried

To make you see my point of view

Ive cried and ive cried 

Cause i dont know what to say to you

You wont listen, you wont hear 

All the dreams i have for me 

And now its starting to be clear

That you dont believe in me

Oh I'm not sorry

that I'm not perfect

but don't you worry 

I will be worth it 

I shatter into

worthless matter 

and you just stand there 

watching me watching me burn 

I break in two 

Shaken by you

And you just stand there 

letting me letting me hurt 

letting me, letting me shatter

I shatter

Ive prayed and i've prayed 

That maybe you'll be proud of me 

every day in every way 

that maybe you won't doubt me 

I've faded, wilted away

to nothing at your words

do you hear what you say?

and how much it hurts 

but I'm not sorry

for who I am 

so don't you worry

Ive got a plan 

I shatter into

worthless matter 

and you just stand there 

watching me watching me burn 

I break in two 

Shaken by you

And you just stand there 

letting me letting me hurt 

letting me, letting me shatter

I shatter

I know its crazy

but its my dream

I know its unlikely 

But its what i believe

what i want

who i am 

I want you

to understand

believe in me… 

I shatter into

worthless matter 

and you just stand there 

watching me watching me burn 

I break in two 

Shaken by you

And you just stand there 

letting me letting me hurt 

letting me, letting me shatter

I shatter

Someone else.... uh Wednesday

that soooo doesnt have the same ring but heres my song... its a duet and s is shay and e is me. hope you like it!!!

btw its called "It Dont Feel Like It"

S

did u really mean

those harsh words

its my life

and ur starting to hurt

my self esteem

can you try to

help your daughter

reach her dreams

E

darling listen

shes your mother

and her life

makes her smother

the love she has

for you my dear

and i know this isnt

what you wanna hear

E

baby she loves u

S

it dont feel like it

E

shell be there

S

it dont feel like it

E

she does believe

S

it dont feel like it

E

deep deep down

S

it dont feel like it

S

shes hurting me

and i dont know what to do

when this happens

i always turn to you

E

babe i know that

and please dont cry

we will help you

to reach the sky

E

baby she loves u

S

it dont feel like it

E

shell be there

S

it dont feel like it

E

she does believe

S

it dont feel like it

E

deep deep down

S

it dont feel like it

E

shes your mom

and she loves you so

shes your mom

S

duh i know

but shes just

not thinking bout me

cuz shes too busy

E

she loves u darling

E

baby she loves u

S

it dont feel like it

E

shell be there

S

it dont feel like it

E

she does believe

S

it dont feel like it

E

deep deep down

S

it dont feel like it

How Dare I

YEP. I mean it's all my fault, right? right? 

How dare I? 

….

Oh lemme get this straight

its all my fault, right?

Lemme just be plain

You did nothing at all, right? 

And lemme just be clear…

The blame is all mine? 

I was the problem, I made the mess,

I wasted your time 

Oh I'm fine taking the brunt of it 

If you won't grow up for it 

 Im fine being the bigger person 

Oh I, I learned my lesson

Because How dare I ?

Cause such a riot 

when you were so quiet 

and How dare I 

Cause such a dillemma

you just wanted to be friends, yea? 

And How dare I 

Be so immature 

Im so sure

You made me the problem 

you gave me the blame 

So congratulations 

Ill take it with grace

Cause really, 

How dare I! 

Oh lemme see your scars

they must be so deep!

I broke your heart!

And you did nothing to me 

And lemma hear your voice..

you must be hurting so bad 

But not by choice 

cause I burned you, then laughed 

Oh I'm fine, you can take your pardon

And ill try not to break your heart again

Im fine giving it up 

this must be so tough 

Because How dare I ?

Cause such a riot 

when you were so quiet 

and How dare I 

Cause such a dillemma

you just wanted to be friends, yea? 

And How dare I 

Be so immature 

Im so sure

You made me the problem 

you gave me the blame 

So congratulations 

Ill take it with grace

Cause really, 

How dare I! 

but In all honesty

stop playing w me 

Im not gonna do this 

In all truth 

I'm black and blue 

and your just clueless 

Giving me the blame

making me, making me payyy

Because How dare I ?

Cause such a riot 

when you were so quiet 

and How dare I 

Cause such a dillemma

you just wanted to be friends, yea? 

And How dare I 

Be so immature 

Im so sure

You made me the problem 

you gave me the blame 

So congratulations 

Ill take it with grace

Cause really, 

How dare I! 

Realize

so this song is completely irrelevant to my life and its a duet for me and kara but i really like it and its upbeat and it works for many peeps out there

Realize

K

u try to hurt

but watch it all ricochet

this madness

is driving me insane

E

i will never

ever ever say your name

its all cuz

u played that stupid game

Both

youre taking me in circles

over and

over and

over again

weve been around so many times

ive stopped

trying

to keep track

so why cant

you see

what u had

when u had me

i guess your head

is too fat

too realize

the goods u had

K

i guess love

makes u act like a kid

forget it

your actions make me sick

E

i trusted you

now i see where i went wrong

i shoulda listened

to my friends when they said run

Both

youre taking me in circles

over and

over and

over again

weve been around so many times

ive stopped

trying

to keep track

so why cant

you see

what u had

when u had me

i guess your head

is too fat

too realize

the goods u had

K

keep keep trying

youll never change

E

keep keep playing

youll stay the same

K

so so stupid

the games u play

E

but youll

keep keep playing

and never change

Both

youre taking me in circles

over and

over and

over again

weve been around so many times

ive stopped

trying

to keep track

so why cant

you see

what u had

when u had me

i guess your head

is too fat

too realize

the goods u had

Its a Wrap

SO. I hate the chorus for this song. I might change it. 

Well thats a lot pressure to put on one girl

Am i supposed to believe i can change the world? 

Thats a lot of air that im supposed to talk 

gotta run the run, gotta the walk the walk 

oh-oh, oh no 

well thats a lot of fads that I'm supposed to follow 

fashion, fame and fortune, my, aren't we shallow? 

Thats a lot of qualifications to 

Be a star

So hear me when i say - youre beautiful the way you are

Oh-oh 

Oh im gonna say it and im gonna say it once 

And you better listen cause i wont talk much 

Im gonna say what you need to hear 

Hey you! 

With your attitude

Are you trying to change who i am ?

well see

theres one thing

that you need to understand 

all your styles went out of season

they call them "phases" for a reason 

Its a wrap, its a trap 

As a matter of fact

Its a game, that they play

To keep us on track

Thats a show, on a road

We travel alone 

Its a wrap, its a trap

So you better get goingg

Thats a lot of places im supposed to go...

You push me out the door, tell me to hit the road 

Well thats a long long list that im supposed check 

1,2,3,4,5 what the heck! 

All these games- well i think theyre rigged!

And who cares about this stuff if your heart is big??? 

Im gonna say it and im gonna say it once 

And you better listen cause i wont talk much

Im gonna say what i need to say

Listen up, wont take all day! 

Hey you! 

With your attitude

Are you trying to change who i am ?

well see

theres one thing

that you need to understand 

all your styles went out of season

they call them "phases" for a reason 

Its a wrap, its a trap 

As a matter of fact

Its a game, that they play

To keep us on track

Thats a show, on a road

We travel alone 

Its a wrap, its a trap

So you better get goingg