One Way Heart Break Street

SOOOO, Am I an open book? Or A strangely confusing poem? I do not know. hmm. Oh well. Heres my latest installment to my annoyance with boys/emotional rollercoaster thing im doing. Gawd i hate this. 

i think somehow 

deep down

I knew 

I think i always 

Didnt trust 

you

I think somewhere 

even though I care 

I know 

ill always know 

blinded by

something maybe I 

thought was love 

looking down 

at me, but not me

from above 

I think somehow 

looking down 

I saw

I always saw 

My heart doesn't like to listen to my head

My Heart i think you might take for granted

so i'll sit here writing a song

about how I know I was wrong 

And the worst part is tomorrow 

if you call me up again

Ill think "no" but I'm gonna answer

Cause I like to listen 

And I hate whats gotten to me 

and why I'm losing my head 

I don't think i'd mind it so much

If all the lights weren't so red 

I know you're not right for me 

I know this is all  a game to you

its a one way heart break street 

and i'm all i have to lose

I know someday

my head

will lead 

But today, for now

My heart commands 

my feet 

I know I'm broken 

And my chains are holding 

Me back

they hold me back 

And i know in a way 

you mean the best 

Nothing to say 

that can command the rest 

cause I know how this is gonna end 

This is gonna end 

in a way 

that i can't stand 

And the worst part is tomorrow 

if you call me up again

Ill think "no" but I'm gonna answer

Cause I like to listen 

And I hate whats gotten to me 

and why I'm losing my head 

I don't think i'd mind it so much

If all the lights weren't so red 

I know you're not right for me 

I know this is all  a game to you

its a one way heart break street 

and i'm all i have to lose

I don't want to be the one 

you get with just for the fun

I dont wanna be the girl 

thats just for the thrill

but i can't stop my self 

from ignoring the danger signs

Do me a favor

and prove me wrong

cause the worst part is tomorrow 

if you call me up again

Ill think "no" but I'm gonna answer

Cause I like to listen 

And I hate whats gotten to me 

and why I'm losing my head 

I don't think i'd mind it so much

If all the lights weren't so red 

I know you're not right for me 

I know this is all  a game to you

its a one way heart break street 

and i'm all i have to lose